Because of him
My skin is singed
My heart is torn
Afraid of what may have formed
Of what might be inside
Using my body to hide
Would he even be by my side?
If this were to happen, would he be here to stay?
Be here to hold me each and every day?
I've fucked up too much; I believe there's no way
I've been led way too far astray
That moment, I wasn't thinking of consequences
You'd think I'd have fallen out of consciousness
It was just in convenience of the moment
Now I might have a gift… that's God sent
That's never been what I've meant!
I never wanted it so soon!
You made me swoon…
I'm praying that it's not what I think
I'm standing on the brink…
Damn, you'd think I need a shrink
I don't want to do this…
I'm falling into bliss
I'm longing for your kiss
Just a single touch
Is it so much?
It is… but I love you and such
I need to refrain…
Please lord, I'm praying
I hope you hear what I'm saying
I guess that's what I get for playing
I don't even know if this will serve as a lifelong lesson
Will my love ever lessen?
I just want to please you
But naturally, I'm still stuck in queue
I keep denying that this is even true…
But the only things I can do are pray, and hope
Maybe you actually won't say nope…