Sta.sh
"Slice the pain away," she says
Visible marks left on her chest
She keeps thinking thoughts of death
She wonders if she's good enough for the world
She's never even felt love from a man
She's wondering what she's doing so wrong
Because she seems to sing along
To every heartbreak song
Her heart is shattered like broken glass
All because of some insecure ass
The way he acts…
She can't see it
She sees him fit
In any way
She wants him to lead the way
To create something she's never made
She wants a family life
From a man who's never even thought of a wife
All this man wants is sex
He doesn't want to think of what's next
She doesn't see this
All she sees is the nice bits
Even though she hasn't spoken to him
She remembers the past things
It was a beautiful time
But things are dying
Now she's crying,
Crying herself to sleep each night
Sometimes wishing she'd die
But then she thinks twice
About how her family would feel
Sometimes it's the only thing that keeps her here
She's a lost soul
She has no idea where to go
All of her pain is hidden from her closest friend
That friend has given up mending
There's nothing she can do
Too much pain has already been ensued
The girl is lost in a maze
The sky is full of a purple haze
She turns left, then right
There's no one in sight
Her eyes stare past in fright
As the clock strikes midnight
She sees no more light
But disappears out of sight.
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I love you.
Don't forget that.
Never forget that.
Never EVER forget that.
It's not you, cause you're fuckin amazing none of the guys here deserve anyone as amazing as you.
None of them are mature enough yet.
Don't waste your time and tears on the bottom feeders in this pond when you could be biding your time & finding the most amazing, beautiful fish out in the sea in a couple of years.
It takes a few losers to find the winner, cause no one's prefect & no one can fit the image in your mind, but some people can come pretty damn close.
I love you too.
I try not to.
I have trouble believing that.
And they don't mature for another 15 years.
It's hard to wait. It hurts to wait too.
I've never even had a loser, so how am I even supposed to know?